pre-beginning

here we go. again.
we became vegan in january 2012. mostly to become healthy. if we are going to make a change we usually can count on radical means to that change. it wasn't easy. the hardest thing i've ever done.
oh, by the way, i don't use capital letters on my blog. i usually reserve this blog for my writing but i felt posting our progress was necessary.
tomorrow is go day. i'm scared to death about this change. i love sugar. period. any form of it. i guess i'm an addict. there is proof that lab rats will prefer sugar water to cocaine. it appears it is that addictive. so i am equating my neglect of sugar to cocaine withdrawals. i'm preparing for it. not to use cocaine but to not consume sugar. i've been too sick too long. i'm ready for health.

plural

i am brave. and i lie.

i've tried to make peace with this but the echo of reality is full of itself.

i am full of fear. and i tell the truth.

i've tried to make peace with this but the echo of previous lies ring constantly in my ears.

it is a tie. or is it tied. in knots.

here it goes...

i've had a blog for several years now over at spillingethos.

my goal and purpose with this blog is to share the struggle and accomlishments, failures and outcomes of my SpillWorks projects.

not everything i post will be pleasing to read. i do however, promise honesty.

i also promise there will rarely be capital letters, correct punctuation or proper sentence structure. i don't really care for all that here. i'm secure in this.

i need several outlets for my creativity. this blog will be the written form of me.

i hope you find something that sparks creativity here. or something that bothers you to make a change. or maybe ponder the notion that you are exactly where you should be.

the unfolding pages and interlocking pieces of tangled decisions carefully align before my eyes.

how beautiful is this mess!

launch date

Launch Date November 1!